Tuesday, 17 January 2012

  • thoughts about me today

    I guess the first thing when I’m being really honest is religion, not so much my belief system, because I’ve had that pretty well worked out since I was about 21.

    But my practice of. Mainly music which I have always associated with God, and music has always been a key bonding element with me and my family. More so with grandparents.

    My granddaddy died a couple of years ago in a car crash. He was super into music, and very into its part in religion. He and his daughter, my mom, would always teasingly say when you sang you prayed twice. Once with your mouth and once with your heart.

    Of late I’ve been really annoyed and losing my draw to the music as practiced at the church I attend. And sadly to say haven’t been as enthused about the whole situation.

    I’ve been noticing something sorely lacking with the lack of music I can really enjoy. I don’t know if it’s I’ve always identified creative expression with church or what. But I’m finding my feeling very mediocre in my focus and I think it stems from there.

     I’ve been having loads of trouble keeping up with my commitments lately. It’s not that I don’t have things covered, it’s more that… Well I never used to be late, I could always depend on myself to keep subliminal track of time and be placed right when I mean to.

    Now I’m within five min either way. I’m just not excited about anything anymore. No idea why it is. I haven’t been reading as much. It’s like the whole world isn’t engaging my attention the same way it used to.

    I think I need an outlet of creative expression. No idea where to go from here though. I don’t want to paint, I don’t really want to join another choir, and I’ve been doing some dancing… I think I need to make something…. Something beautiful and challenging. Not sure what though.

    I don’t know right now if it’s any one thing. Just lately I feel like my creative expression has been rather more dormant then I really want it to be.

    I have this feeling that it’s going to be a phenomenal year for me. I’m just not sure what the next step I need to take is.

    Lately I’ve been aggravated with myself because I feel like everything is mediocre and I want to wake up. I’m just not sure where to start.

     

Monday, 13 June 2011

  • Darling Xanga

    I love you all very much.

    I'm tired and happy, I got the job and Have been at it for a month.

    I have a computer at work, but it's my work computer and though I can check things on it, my email and Xanga are not open to my work a day world on the off chance they keep track of what I do on that computer.

    Needless to say I don't care much about my facebook account because I get on that while at work.

     

    I have one back dated blog that I keep meaning to post.

     

    Just know I love you all and every encouragement I got from you while I was sick and out of work.

     

    MWAH

Tuesday, 19 April 2011

  • Whoot Whoot!

    Whoot! I got the real job offer, pending of corse passing a physical and drug test. I'm not worried about the drug test but I've never taken like a physical on a treadmill and stuff.

    Ah well I'm sure I'll live.

    Thanks so much to you all for the love and suport. And I hope this job goes better then the last one.

    My tentative start date is the 17 of May, assuming everything comes out ok, which I don't know why it wouldn't.

    But we'll see in a couple of weeks.

Monday, 18 April 2011

  • On going job hunting saga

    So in august I lost/quit/left/was fired from the job with the rental car company which I had got right out of college. Then I got sick, then I was getting better, but I kept getting colds, then the holidays happened, I finely got around to job hunting middle of Jan'. At which point the market's suckieness was really hitting me hard.

    A couple weeks into that, so I want to say mid feb I got an invitation to apply for a job, which I duely sent my paperwork along for, then a couple weeks later I heard back from a nice guy who is more or less a headhunter/third party guy named Glen. He was super nice and helped me through applying with a company that builds oil wells. The job was working as a mechanic in a local shop on the drills.

    The technology was ubber cool. I go in for a group interview, which I got invited to two days before the event, so that was a little off putting like I was an after thought to be invited, plus I got lost on the way and was supper flusted that being said I thought the interview went great. The shop it lovely and the technology they are working with looks totally awesome I felt like a kid in a candy store poking around and looking at everying and asking questions, even better though they let us touch stuff, sigh what joy is mine.

    Then I start playing the waiting game... Three weeks pass. I'm getting to the point of saying ok what ever. In the mean time I keep interviewing for other things, stuff that isn't as good, and I don't want quit as much. The idea of this job still in the back of my head.

    Finally, three weeks later I get a call back for a second interview.

    This second interview I feel great about, I felt like I asked some good questions and made a friendly intelligent impression.

    Well then I'm waiting again. I get to friday, Glen told me to give them a call around friday if I haven't heard anything yet. So I did, I talked to Ed who is the number I have and one of the guys who I interviewed with both times.

    He told me I got the job and that I should have heard from the HR department, but I had to go through HR to get the paper work and everything else worked out. Ed also said he would shoot them an email and to give him a call if I hadn't heard anything by Monday afternoon. Which is today.

    I called Ed about three and left him a message saying I hadn't heard anything from HR yet.

    I hate waiting, it makes me start to doubt things. Now I'm wondering if I dreamed it all up.

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